i’m so onigiri-happy.

..you just ruined your own life.. nice job! -.-‘ (well, exaggeration promotes understanding, as they say).
In one of my earlier posts I talked about our new pescetarian lives – and we’ve been doing really good since actually :) Although, from the beginning we introduced a rule, that we would have one day a week where we would be allowed to eat meat besides fish and shellfish, but only because we had meat in the freezer that we would have eat up, ’cause it would’ve been a waste of food and money to just throw it out. But the rule is only temporary, it’s cancelled whenever our freezer runs out of meat (luckily, I’m saying now).

So yeah, tonight Christian (my boyfriend) was at a friend’s house for dinner, so I just ate the leftovers from a lasagne we had in the freezer, ’cause there was only just enough for one person in the box…. I should’ve NEVER ate that – ’cause I felt so bad afterwards! ..Even though I didn’t even eat the whole thing.. I actually ended up throwing half of it out after I almost completely ripped it from carrots, pees, corns, tomato chunks and mushrooms – I tried to eat as little meat as possible, because I already felt kinda sick after the first three bites..
I know it’s probably all mental and stuff, but really I don’t understand it! Because of my stupid brain I can’t even eat meat anymore, what has happened to me!? I used to be the craziest “meat-eater”!
Right now I have a headache, I feel so nauseous, my stomach is in cramps, my whole body feels weak and heavy and I’m really dizzy – aaaanndd, right after I “finished” my meal I ran out to the toilet because I thought I was gonna throw up… AWESOMEEEE!…

My biggest concern now though is, that what about when we visit people for dinner???!! We said from the beginning on, that we didn’t want to be piggy and everything or expect special treatment when we’re eating at someone’s house just because we normally don’t eat meat, and that we should always just eat what’s served… but I’m not even sure I can keep that anymore.. If I’m going to feel this way everytime I eat meat.. woah, I don’t even know what to do?.. I’m so frustrated right now and I don’t even know how to think!
FML.

..I hope you guys have a better evening than me.. well, in any case, I’m sending you all my love – and have a great night :* <3

Btw. I put up my blog on bloglovin’ last night, if anyone wants to follow me :)
..Uh!.. and also, if you ever feel like commenting eather one of my posts, you don’t have to comment in english just because I write in english… so if you’re from Denmark, you can always comment in danish and I’ll respond in danish too – just wanted to make that clear, if anyone was in doubt about that :)

Bye <3

Just a random photo of my boyfriend and I, that was taken a couple of weeks ago :)

way to go, sil….